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Where are you? Why do I even look? I am not a student of avoidance but a master. They are not here because you have shut them out. You know you aren’t strong on your own and yet you refuse the outstretched hands of those reaching in. Because you know, you know the only hand you wanted to hold was the one growing within. xoxo


D&C

They tell you it’s needed
As if you don’t already know
The life that grew within you
Has left and has gone home

They tell you it’s needed
A procedure quickly done
To remove the remnants of life
Before life had begun

They tell you it’s needed
The time of recovery is short
But little do they know
The quietness only distorts

They tell you it’s needed
As you cry away the pain
Struggling to not give in
To fight the darkened reign

They tell you it’s needed
But forget to say the rest
As the love of your lost baby
Beats out of your breaking chest

They tell you it’s needed
You weren’t ready for goodbye
Racing out of recovery
Wishing you could die

They tell you it’s needed
But little do they know
The only thing I needed
Was a healthy embryo