I Wish


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I’ve read your letter over and over and today it has finally hit. Amid the craziness of my life the last month – numerous ER visits and hospital stays for little one, balancing life with all the things that I participate it, work, the sheer exhaustion of breathing – my life has been a frenzy. I honestly don’t know how I am still standing, or awake, or even coherent enough to form sentences. This morning, when I was able to put baby to sleep and take a hot shower I broke. The kind of broke where I can’t be sure if I’m wet because of the shower or the tears.  Continue reading